Thursday, July 8, 2010

4 days.

Wow time has flown since the day after Thanksgiving when we found out that we were expecting! Started out pretty rough since I was certain that our little family was complete at 4 but God had other plans in store for us. 
 
Doctor's visit yesterday went perfectly aside from my blood pressure being just a tad higher than normal, no worries said doc because I'm not showing any other signs of preclampsia or anything like that - so we are still set for a C-Section first thing Monday July 12.  Of course I was thinking last night how cool it would be if my water would break and they would take her on the 11th - my Papaw's birthday.  I'm sure he'll be just as happy with a healthy little chick but I would very much love for them to share that day since she will never get to meet him. 
 
I guess we shall see but I'm beyond ready and more scared that I ever have been about her arrival.  I think half of that is the fact that my family is leaving for my sister's wedding a few days after she's born, my best friend is leaving the day after and I kind of feel like I'll be all alone when I've always had a HUGE support system surrounding me.  They will all be back of course but I think just knowing that my mom isn't right down the street scares me to death! I'm sure it's all in my head but the anxiety is mounting higher and higher......
 
4 days and I'm a new mommy for the last time - I'll have my little angel girl and we will carry on as usual + 1 and lots of frilly pretty pink things!  Still debating and taking bets that she will look like Park & Anthony, but alot of people are betting she'll have blonde curly hair like me.  Can't wait to meet her - regardless of who she looks like, as long as she's healthy and everything goes smoothly we'll be just fine. Say a little prayer.

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